When you look at me you see a smile...when I look at myself I see a frown under a fading mask...you see the scars on my arm but I see the scars within my dieing heart...you're killing me from the inside out!

I lay here as my blood slowly turns black and my heart turns to stone...theres no turning back, theres no fixing the pain you've caused inside....I'm already gone you just don't know it yet!

My feelings are disected and there is no family member, no friend or no specialist that can fix this pain except the one person that is on my mind and even she doesn't realise it yet! It seems I'm already on a crimsen road of lost hopes slowly fading.

There's only one thing that feels deeper and sharper then my knife...the thought of us not being together replays in my mind like a broken tape.

You've showed me so many differnt masks in the past...how do I know this one is for real?...Stop acting like you care because if you did you would have told me that the first time!

The only thing that seperates my dreams from reality is you...but when you play with my heart and play with my feelings you play with my dreams and now all I want is for us to be further apart! =(

Little kids think that being invisible would be an awesome supernatural power but its not...I know how it feels when people see right through you...I AM invisible and I'm no superhero at all =(

Thoughts of laughter and fun always stay in our minds but when our minds are poisened with thoughts of hatred and regret it only seems to drive out the happy ones. =(

I've tried everything to make you mine but its just never enough for you...now I see you staring at my scars and I can already see it in your eyes......

You know it was because of you!

Puddles of tears mix with my puddles of blood and swirl into one big pool of devastation...

Now you can finally see the finale of the disaster peice you created...welcome to depression....it hurts doesn't it?