People are jealous because im going to see god first

IN THEE END THE SUFFERING STOPS AND THE SILENCE BEGINS

AND I TELL HER I LOVE HER FOR THE AMUESEMENT OF HER DOWNFALL.

THE MAN LEFT ONE NOTE BEHIND BEFORE HE COMMITED SUICIDE. IT READ- NOW I AM GOD

TRUTH IS ALWAYS DEPRESSING

IT IS SO MUCH MORE EASIER TO HATE THAN TO LOVE

THE TEARS ARE NOT OF PAIN BUT OF LAUGHTER AS I WATCH HER CRY IN THE RAIN.

SHE IS BLIND AND I AM UGLY...WE'LL MAKE A GREAT COUPLE. LEAST NOW ONE WONT COMPLAIN ABOUT MY COMPLEXION

AND I DROWN IN HER LIES. BUT THEYRE NOT LIES TO ME ANYMORE BECAUSE I KNOW THE TRUTH. NOW I LISTEN TO THEM AS STORIES

DEATH IS A DOORWAY OUT. IM WALKING THROUGH. WHAT DID YOU SAY? THERE'S ANOTHER WAY OUT? WHERE? THE WINDOW?