Im pushing you away...because im too scared to move forward...

From the moment you walked into those doors..

things changed..

its never going to be the same..

even when you walk back in..

things have changed too much for it to ever be the same..

It says to follow everything your heart says but

everything my hearts spoken has caused more hurt so

what do i follow now?

Im trying to fix the pieces of the puzzles...but it seems the picture doesnt look right anymore...

If life is full of questions

are we living to find the answers?

Do you really love me or

Is it just a game

Im playing by the rules

But are you doing the same?

Whats the point of trying

When you have nothing to fall back onto?

Im not jealous .. no im not .. i just want everything shes got

Life goes on

So get your life together and move on

x

Why is it your still trying to impress me when i gave up on you long ago..