If no doesnt mean never, why do i feel like it will never happen?

So every night I cry,
because it'll never be "you and I"

(from my new pome "you and her" please read and comment)

I watched in silence
knowing that NOTHING would stop you.
I felt the sting of warm tears filling my eyes.

this is from my pome called "the happy angery book (long story dont ask)"

Robert: tell me what im suposed to do with all these leftover feelings of you. cuz i dont kno.

For every bruise he left on her body,she drank a glass of booze.For each time she cried,there was cut on her wrist that she had to hide. [from my poem. comment and ill comment back]