I'm losing hope in you now
Sick, mental mind of mine...

I force myself
To look inside a mirror...

Am I that invisible
Too much of a freak...

Smile so repulsive
Inside the deepest mark...

How are you going to fix me?
Another lie to make me smile...

I'll cut me and I'll
Bleed me...

Lord I come to you
In my time of need and help...

THERE IS A PROPER HIDDEN MESSAGE!!!! LOL
Why does it have to be this way...

Death is near, nothing to fear
You go to the place, love in the smallest space...

Alone... so isolated
Begging on the streets...

Dry your eyes, wipe the tears
I'm in heaven to remove all your fears...

There's the fantasy
That moment...