I never thought this would happen,
I never thought I could feel this way...

Not everyone knows
The truth about my depression...

I stare out the window
Lost in a thousand thoughts...

Sugar and spice,
And everything nice...

Don't get me wrong,
You may think i'm nuts...

Everytime i talk about
those moments in my past...

When people read this,
They will all be able to see...

There's nothing more that I want from life,
Then to hold you in my arms...

I feel that it's coming,
The end should soon be near...

Written on 26th July 2007
On a cold winters day...

Everything I write,
Comes from within...

One thing I've learnt,
From living the life that I do...