How can I miss the future so much?

He left a scar on my heart
so i drew one on my arm

Its like living in a movie you dont wanna see
being a person u wouldn't wanna be

I always said prove u love me
what i shoulda said is quit proving u don't

All relationships have good and bad times
u just have to do make it through both
weather it feels like it or not IT WILL get better
just remember nothings perfect
and good times will back

Im at the top in life so now all i can do is go down hill and hope i dont fall

How come i keep triing
when i know its not gonna happen anyway?

Seems like all we ever do is say sorry

There has been so many times he helped me through
now i wish he only knew

If u hadn't been there
i wont b here