You NOT hurting me is like trying to tell the ocean not to touch the sand..

He looks at me like a little kid
Nothing I say matters to him

I wish I could wake up to a warm smile
Instead of being yelled at
I wish I could be held
Instead of being pushed away
I wish he could love me
Instead....Instead... Just instead

I love him more than I love myself...but..he never loved me...

Why doesnt he just grow up and realize what he has and thats the only good thing in his life...

Sometimes I wonder....
Maybe I do deserve something better

If only he knew how much I loved him, maybe he would treat me better...

I miss him so much....but he doesn't wanna come back..

Don't tell me you love me when you can't wait to just move on..

Until you prove me wrong.... nothings gonna change..