Saying Good-Bye Is The Hardest Part, Watch Me Fade Away Because Now Im Walking With The Ghosts.

Well then, what does forever mean now?

Don't Take Life Too Seriously...
After all...
No one gets out alive...

You took away the pain that kept me alive
But you ran away, left me on my own...
Now the pain is coming back, and I blame you.

After the small glimse of my past, I now see how much of my painful memories I truely blocked out,

If life was for the living, then why after our relatives die, we spend the next five years paying for their funerals?

Although I still don't know how you feel, I'm so sure that the truth will hurt me more than your non-exsistant lies.

You saved me from myself, now that you're gone, will my self-destruction spiral go out of control again? Or can I trust you to still be there, still love me.

I always felt it as friendship, you made it more, you took me while I was weak and needed the support of more than a friend. I'm not sure if it was you or I who was used.

The thought that when I'm old Chirstmas will be the only day I'll see my grand-kids, and my own children, it hurts me so much.