You saved me from myself, now that you're gone, will my self-destruction spiral go out of control again? Or can I trust you to still be there, still love me.

Although I still don't know how you feel, I'm so sure that the truth will hurt me more than your non-exsistant lies.

How you feel is not my consern anymore,
'Coz, if you can love another so fast, your feelings musn't have been as strong as mine, Too differnt to understand.

I'm F.I.N.E
F. ucked Up.
Insecure
Neurotic
And Emotional

I'll Be Just FINE

Saying Good-Bye Is The Hardest Part, Watch Me Fade Away Because Now Im Walking With The Ghosts.

Well then, what does forever mean now?

Don't Take Life Too Seriously...
After all...
No one gets out alive...

You took away the pain that kept me alive
But you ran away, left me on my own...
Now the pain is coming back, and I blame you.

After the small glimse of my past, I now see how much of my painful memories I truely blocked out,

If life was for the living, then why after our relatives die, we spend the next five years paying for their funerals?