It wasnt walking away that hurt me, it was knowing every smile, every laugh, every moment that filled me with happiness was a lie;

I gave you everything and you have left me with nothing

Forever doesn't last can we quit this illusion that it does!

I want die
because i thought you cared
you said forever
but when i needed you you wernt there

I stare at nothing
wondering how it got to this
how i ended up using drugs
and slitting my wrist

And i dont even know who i am anymore
ever since you walk away. walked right out my door
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Maybe she just gave up on trying to be good enough for you.

Its funny,
i remeber the love we had
but now i just cant feel anything
anymore.

Its funny, after a year of crying myself to sleep.

i finally am able to look back and not cry, but laugh.

&& this is the best feeling ever!!

ImNothingNOTHINGButSomeCHickEveryoneWantsDead,SoFu**ingKillME