I feel so hurt
i dream & wish just only hope...

Im not perfect, under all that mud and dark blue...
i peek under sheets still cover my identity...

I don't wanna be the girl on the 3rd floor
i wanna be the girl next door...

If i saw stars in the sky
if i layed in a clean fresh cut grass...

If i only had a shoulder
a loving heart...

The pain that i get stays on my heart
the life that i have is so difficult...

I'm crying on the inside and on the outside to
i guess your too blind to see that we were meat to...

We show emotions in different ways
we can often lose control...

So many times i was alone and couldn't sleep
you left me drowning in the tears of memory...

I don't wanna
be the...

I wanna cry in pain
split my vanes...

I all ways feel left out
so as I'm in this...