If this is a dream then I never want to wake up because finally everything is perfect.

Woouldn't it be good if we could wish ourselves away?
Cascada- Wouldn't It Be Good

You say you like my best friend, but you don't act like that around me.

And for a few hours that day, it actually felt like I had you.

Seriously, why is it I can never get a guy for just me?

They say i like all these ugly guys... well at least then I know that I might actually have a chance with him and for once I'd have a guy just for me.

When is it going to my turn to feel loved? To be loved? I've waited so long.

I finally got over you(or atleast I thought) but then I figured out you liked my best friend, and I realized I was totally wrong.

Some may say that I wasted 7 months of my life liking him, but I say that I learned from it and it was a good experiance.

I could take the easy way out, but that wouldn't be the fair way. I could forget about this and move on, but this just isn't something I can really control. So I don't really know what to do.