I wonder how it feels to realize when you make someone smile.

I always have a habit of getting my hopes up too fast over something that I know won't last.
Not by me

What do you do when you miss the past, fear the future and hate the now?

It's kind of funny because no one really knows the real me. But its sad because by no one, I was including myself.

It feels like no matter how hard I try, I never get through to anybody.

Yes, I fall down, make mistakes I cry. But I always get back up, learn from my mistakes, and smile through the tears.

It's funny because I took the blame for you, now everyone is mad at me and you can just sit and watch.

Once again... its all my fault.

I wonder where we'll be in a year from now...

For so long I needed a reason to keep a smile on my face because its really hard sometimes. But I finally found a reason. That reason is you..