I'm tired of waiting for it to be my turn. Everyone else has had someone love them... I think now is my time.

It's so hard not to be angry right now:(

I'll never let anyone one know these tears I cried are for you.

I promised myself I wouldn't cry over you anymore, that just prooves that promises are always broken.

I wish I could just get over you, but its not that easy.

This was the last thing I wanted to happen,
But the first thing I knew I would find out.

Everyone has had a fair chance now except me:(

It's never going to be my turn</3

I knew when you told me, you wouldn't say my name, but somewhere in the back of my mind a voice was telling me not to lose hope. And then you said her name... and all of those hopes came crashing down.

You don't understand how unbelieveably hard it is for me not to be jealous of you right now</3:(