My beautiful sis I feel your pain
The never ending wrench in your heart...

Every night that comes a tear is shed for you.
A sister whom cared more then others...

The powerful feeling of being out of control...
My heart pleas with mercy for it was the end. The...

This is a night that I want to disappear
Disappear without a trace...

Tangled in these chains that life put on me
God please break these chains away...

Nothing entails the dreams that occur
Dreams are my enemy at the night...

That day the leukemia took you from me
The day you died the day I wanted to die...

God father we fall short to love,
Love is something we cant even understand...

Father please take this away
Please give me hope...

Grandma your blessings have been full filled
Your wish has been done Grandma...

When I get angry all I want to do is fight
Take my fist and strike...

Life is a journey that we all have to go threw
Journey for our soul is being battled for...