Happiness is a joke
Pain is reality...

So much anger so much rage
So much hated contained in me...

Why is it that when I finally found that person...
I go and mess it up...

How is it that i find all the wrong women in all...
From my space through friends of friends...

When someone loves you and there not their
to celebrate that special day with you, you...

Why do we do the things that we do?
Everything happens for a reason doesn't matter if...

I can not escape my past it has made do horrible...
It has taken everything I have everything I have...

My life is but a shame a game a lack of respect
I lost the love of my life because i changed...

No longer do i worry no longer do i care
I live life day by day more happier everyday...

I've given my heart only to be given back.
Yet i gave it again only to be returned in pieces...

One day it will all go away
Until them i must endure this...

How the darkness has reached my soul.
My emptiness is more than i can ever bare before...