You can only take so much pain ...
you can only cry so long ...
you can only die for a short time ...
and i am close

I hate knowing i have to face another day without you by my side ...
i hate knowing i have to face another day seeing you with her ...
i hate knowing i have to face another day wondering why it ended this way

And you thought it was painful to see your aunty cry.
what if i told you my story, i couldnt do anything and watched my mum die

To remember how it all was,
to remember his voice.
to remember how he hurt me,
inside and out.
i was left bleeding only to find out.
that i was pregnant to the guy who raped me.

Emos not a fashion, its not even a statment
its a way of life, a way of dealing

You dont have to meet me to know what im like ...
half of my life im as high as a kite.
i wish i could change and re-do my life again.
i lost my family and my friend.
now that you see what meth can do.
will you try it or not it is all up to you

The pain only last till the numbness settles in

And i watch as you walk passed, and even thow you have a smile i know u r as sad as me...
yet u hide it by ur smile and use her to cover it up ...

The time it took me to talk to you, you had already past away.
Now im regreting all i didnt tell you, there was so much left for me to say

&& this girl sits at home and cries herself to sleep. && the guy she cries about is gone. && god wont give him back. She will love him till she dies