Ive gotta keep strong...i gotta make it to where you cant hurt me...i gotta ignore you completely...i gotta forget about this dying realationship.

all of a sudden it doesnt seem so hard.

After we broke up. i went to the doctor...and he asked how were my sleeping habitts, i siad "im too busy crying...i cnat sleep" he said well do u want sleeping pills? i said "no i need prescription eye drops, i ran out of tears"

I miss you and i love you and omg u smell so good.

lol

When ur gone i remember ur certain scent. and i remember the clothes you wore. and i remember ur touch. but when ur here i forget we broke up...seems like u forget too.

When i get close to you i feel safe, like nothing can hurt me, its magical, and ive never had it before.

With you i get caught up in the moment. and with everyone else...there isnt much of a moment anymore.

Nobody ever told me what to do when i miss someone this much.

I can resist drugs.
i can resist alcholol.
i can resist fighting.
but i cant resist you...is there a 12 step prgram to help me?

So what now? its been like 2 months and we still love each other.

WARNING:
i bruise easily.