Sometimes i want to be alone,
sometimes i wish i had a home...
Looking for something i just cant find,
living off memories i left behind...
Forgotten again,
left in my pain...
I can't explain how i feel,
This new happiness seems so real...
You were the one who was always there,
You were the only one who seemed to care...
Everyone aways says how NICE their brothers are,
It reminds me of how you hit me with that bar...
I have a very strange disorder,
It makes the letters and numbers in a jumpeled...
It sneaks up on you like a dark shadow,
Destroying everything in its path and ruining...
In my field of dead flowers,
Here I could lie for endless hours...
You don't seem to care,
I'll just go have another burn...
You asked me out,
But you like her...
When its dark I feel at home,
when i'm out i feel alone...