So numb inside
So dead than alive...

Struggling to stay alive
Deep in my mind...

These tears
are never washed away...

Holding tight
to my life...

Emerald waters
washing over me...

I wanna be beautiful
is that to much to ask...

Endless tears
rivers that flow...

Crimson liquid
running down my arms...

Chains around me
wrapped so tight...

I sit
by the water...

She takes the blade
In her hands...

With trembling hands I write this
With blood pooling round my wrists...