I find myself becoming more and more depressed and as that happens i find the razor becoming my only friend

At the end of my life i find that i wasent living for much anyway...

My soul was (born) broken and torn to the edges 2 much 2 get a second chance at life

And may death come 2 u faster then it did to me
Cause i went though 2 much pain and suffering 2 get a second chance.

And sometimes ....... life is just to hard to keep living.
HER life was to hard ..... she just couldnt keep up ....

wat i said to one of my freinds after one of her freinds commited suicide.

" i can put my arm around every boy.......
But they anly remind me of you "

- Sinead O'connor

" all the flowers that u planted, mother.........
In the backyard.......
All died when he went away"

- sinead O'connor

I wasent kissing ur boyfreind....
i was sharing my chocolate
my mum always told me share.....

(good ol mum) :)

I love you
you love me
but were not together as i can c
I wish we were but
wer f$%^ing not
ill go suc sumone elses C*&^k

Were no longer together
were so far apaert....
U no longer have that thing i call my heart