So he sat still,
And listened to a memory so sad,
That he wondered how she could relay it
Without a tear on her face,
Or a hitch in her voice.
And for just a moment,
He hated himself
For wanting to be a part
Of the saddest moment of her life.

How can I trust Him
When I'll never know if He wants me the most,
Or if He's just settling,
Because He can't have Her.

What hurts the most,
Is you won't even tell me
You wish I was Her.

I wish I could be who you want me to be.
Because deep down,
You wish I was Her.
I know you'll never admit it,
But I can see it in your eyes
And hear it in your voice.
And you just don't see,
How much I wish I was enough.

If I told you to choose,
Between Her and me,
How long would your decision take?
And would I finally be the one
Who wins?

So let's say 'yes' to everything for a day and see if it can change the world.

&& even though I don't believe in anything or one,
I think I'd still like it if you said a prayer for me tonight;

~Prt 1

Because no one's ever prayed for me before.
And I think I'd like to see what it feels like
To have someone want to mention me to God.

~Prt 2

&& so next time you want to find me,
It won't be that hard.
I'll be in that place--
Neither here nor there,
Where dreams come to life
And I can smell that intoxicating aroma
That only my fantasies will bring.

He asked her once what she wanted.
She looked at him, the saddest look in her eyes.
"I want something to believe in."