If only you could understand why i do what i do...
sometimes i do them because it's not a want but a...

Childhood memories if only things were still like...
everything was so innocent...

Shouldn't be looking at you the way i do,
I try not to but can't fight...

Lately been wondering where I'm going with all...
Then you step in from the darkness...

Sitting in my room all alone.... what the hell am...

Don't you tell me how to live my life,
For you don't know the least of it...

There we both were,
Hand in hand...

You are the air that i breathe,
Baby you are all i see...

In silence i sit, silence i lay,
There is no sound...

The texts the conversations had me running scared,
Believing promises were going to be broken yet...

Bits of me remain broken and battered,
At times still anxious and sad...

Stopping all the things i hate,
Just to make me happy...