I'm a person yet...
My mind is filled with bad memories
My body is filled with grief and sorrow
My sprit forever tainted

If I died would you come after me?
Would you mourn for me?
or would you live on and forget me....

I know your comforting words are lies.

Why did you die?
Death take me instead....
Why did death take you?
I would gladly die for you.... and yet you died....

All you see is my fake smile
Just leave me alone for awhile
You don't know the pain inside
Even though.... I tried

All my precious memories just seem to fade away....

Swinging on a tree
feeling full of glee
next thing you know
ur feeling very low.

Wishing I was the girl for you
hating the girl thats right by you
Wishing I could be in her place
Hoping that you can't see my face

And I still hope you will come to me... not her

I wonder why life has a meaning... Take away the f and life turns into a lie.

Darkness fills every corner...
Yet there is always a candle that some how flickers on
and then dies away.....

heh.... u probs won't get wat i'm sayin.....