I feel like such an idiot..
searching for you in the halls.
&& once i see you...
i turn the other way.

Things are never how they seem.
Im stuck in someone else's dream.
Problems never go away.
Im sick of being caught in *yesterday*

She smashed the rearview mirror with her fist
because starting today
she was
n e v e r l o o k i n g b a c k

//Im so tired of pretending...
everything is okay >>
my tears are starting to show
and
my smile is starting to fade;;

Her: If you could have anything in the world..what would it be?
Him: you.
Her: But you already have me...
Him: For now i do.
Her: Oh...
Him: I want you to be mine...forever.
Her: Then thats what you'll get.

Girl: Did you love her?
Boy: Yeah, a lot for a min.
Girl: How does that work?
Boy: What do you mean?
Girl: You either love them or you dont. Always and forever...or never.
Boy: I just lost feelings for her...
Girl: Like he did for me
(true convo)

&&& if they could love like you and me
imagine what the world [could] be

&& just because she comes off strong..
doesnt mean she didnt fall asleep crying
& even though she acts like nothing is wrong..maybe,
just maybe --->> she is really good at lying.

;;its doesnt really matter anymore.
i guess things happen for a reason.
tears eventually fade. and one day everything will be exactly how its suppose to be [moving on] is a process
&+ you have to promise yourself your really ready to let go.;;

There's Nothing you can do or say;;
Your going to break my heart [anyway].

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