After many thoughts, i decided to giv hym another chance.
however, as always, he'd dissapoint me.
nw, i regret giving hym chances.

Ur eyes stare, ur lips smile, ur eyes shine.
even wif these evidences, u r stil not saying those words that i've been waiting.

In my damaged heart i cant see love..

How to love, wen even missing hurts.

Hw to walk away, wen even crawling is hard..

Nw u sound like u wanna change me.
bt sadly, it wont werk.
cos i wont change just bcos u want me to.

Come to think of it, u do want me to do like wad she did just to get u.
she called ur hse n ask fer u.
she talks shamelessly to u everytime..
bt boy, i wont do things dat i dun feel comfortable doing..

It's so hard to say, 'i love you' and not draw back in tears.
it's so hard to know that the phone's at reach, bt i cant hear your voice.
To want to scream how much i love you but hold back and not be heard.

N wen ur in need, u find that im the only person u cn confide in..
Eventho u used to ignore my feelings for u, im still hre to giv u all the moral support u need..

Like, Love, Need, Long for and Want. They aren't linked together i guess? As i Liked someone, and then brought myself to Love him only to realise i neither Need nor L0ng for or Want him because of what he's becoming..