I could have told you,
But I remained still...
I am ugly,
And I am sorry...
"That day"
The day with our last happy car ride...
In those days I saw no reason to get up,
Sometimes I even begged my heart to stop...
Everyday I pass you by,
I want to tell you that there is no need to cry...
The cloud of sadness hung in the sky,
Today it came down, but it couldn't make me cry...
Rain,
I was soaking as I opened up my door...
Dad is always around and supportive of you,
For you, there is not a thing mom would not do...
The words cut the heart,
I remember pretending they didn't hurt...
Far away, in a distant past,
I cried, thinking it would always last...
I felt it was you,
But there was nothing I could say...
If I had a view from the highest heaven,
I would search for you...