My pillows are like sponges
night after night they soak up the tears...

At night i daydream,
of ways to do it...

Love is life
to deny love is...

I see death all around me
but when i want to die...

Why do you do such things?
You speak of a place so near...

I am the worrier that has fallen
fallen so far...

If i died today,
what would you say and do...

Time,
it passes so slowly...

For the first time.
I'm happy...

I am so tired
i could sleep for days...

I want to die but don't have the energy,
( be care full what you wish for...

Its new year's eve,
should be one of the best...