Pain will ease,
Wounds will heal,
But the scars will always be there,
Taunting me, mocking me, reminding me of how it all used to be.

I think about you all the time,
And when i forget you even for a moment,
My heart punishes me by making me dream about you,
It seems like theres no getting away from you :(
Is there?

Enough of your mind games,
Enough of the pain you gave,
Just take it all away,
Coz now i just wanna be sane,

I'm trying to move on,
I'm trying to forget you,
But you know what, I'm failing miserably,
It just kills me to know that now I'm just your friend,
But there is something you should know,
To me you'll always be my never ending love.

Why is it so hard to believe?
that i have a heart that beats,
It feels, it feels pain and it refuses to heal.

I know that we are not meant to be,
But it's just my stupid heart,
It refuses to beleive,
It refuses to believe that you and I are never meant to be...

One more day passes by,
without hearing from you,
Not even a message, nothing,
as another day passes by,
my pain increases,
my heart sinks deeper,
Coz I miss you so much,
How come you don't miss me?
Why don't you miss me?

I sit alone and pretend that you miss me,
It feels good for a bit,
But then the reality kicks in,
You woudnt care if i dropped dead today,
I curl up and drown in my tears.

THINGS TO DO TODAY:

1) Get up.

2) Survive.

3) Go back to bed.

And sometimes it becomes impossible to smile,
as it hurts so much inside,
Sometimes i try to hide my tears,
And sometimes i laugh to hide my screams of pain.
as it hurts so much inside.