One must learn to live in the present, for knowing the future does not make getting there any easier.

It is not until you've attempted suicide and failed that you know why you debated it at first.

"If the school are worried about my health and safety... ...why are they keeping me away from my friends."

"If God only wants what's best for his children,
why won't he let me go"

"Everyday that I'm still here, is only proof that God does make mistakes"

"Don't blame me when I let you down, blame God for not letting me die."

If i could erase my mistakes, i wouldn't otherwise i would never know not to repeat them.

When I look back on my life and see that there are only one set of footrprints during my darkest hours, I will know that it is because God was carrying me through them not because I was alone.

I trust God with my life, that is why it doesn't matter how much I cut or attempt suicide, because I will die when and how God wishes.

"Nobody can ever know the affect their suicide would have had until they've tried, failed and faced their loved ones."