You hate me cutting myself
So why do you treat me this way?
You say your doing what's best
But your pushing me away
Why can you not see
What you're doing to me
At times you treat me like dirt
And then you don't like that I hurt

Love of my life, my soulmate
You're my best friend
Part of me like breathing
Now half of me is left

And the worst thing is....
Even after all the lies and the tears
I Still Love You!!

But I dont want to love him anymore

I cried so many tears
But it didn't bring you back
You left two things in my heart
A footprint and a crack

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From my newest poem called My life story Please read!!

Don't do it behind the garden gate love is blind but the neighbours ain't!

Roses are red,
violets are blue.
A face like yours
belongs in the ZOO!

&& ii would go through it all again,
All the paiin && all the tears
Just to hold you in my arms
One last tiime!

Sitting on my bed crying
I thought....
Why am I even bothering?

Never let go if you still want to try
Never wipe you're eyes if they still want to cry
Never settle for no answer if you want to know
Never say you are over them if you cant let go