Cant yu see he's using you?
Just so he has something to do
Sumthing to warm up the night
Sumthing he can use for his delight
Why do yu like him anyway?
He only treats you like dirt,
Many times I've comforted you
Coz he has made you hurt

I just dont know what to do
You've got me hooked on you
Its just like before, all over again
All the tears and all the pain
And in the end its just me and the knife
While you carry on and live your life

You hate me cutting myself
So why do you treat me this way?
You say your doing what's best
But your pushing me away
Why can you not see
What you're doing to me
At times you treat me like dirt
And then you don't like that I hurt

Love of my life, my soulmate
You're my best friend
Part of me like breathing
Now half of me is left

And the worst thing is....
Even after all the lies and the tears
I Still Love You!!

But I dont want to love him anymore

I cried so many tears
But it didn't bring you back
You left two things in my heart
A footprint and a crack

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From my newest poem called My life story Please read!!

Crappy New Year!