Not everyone can force a smile when they're crying on the inside.

If they cared, They would've helped.

Its so sad... im so selfish...
because id rather you be .miserable. with me
than for you to be .happy. with someone else...

im sorry. </3

This confrontation
Sees us parting ways
We built a structure out of lies and set it sail
And wonder why it sank

- In Fiction lyrics

Now you said you loved me, but Im just wondering,
That maybe you'd be better off with out me?
Has that thought ever crossed your mind,
Or are your intentions as pure as they seem?

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She says swallow it and move on. Yet another repressed memory.
This can't be good for me.

Im waiting for the day when I wake up and don't hate myself.

Oh sweety, dont be so naive;
you know i wont ever been happy for you & her.

Your life was supposed to end when I left you.

Like mine did.

I hate that you're with her. But Im happy for YOU. Because I knew all along that you deserved better than ME.