Im crazy, and unstable,
But I know you love me like I am,
I just wish I made your life better, instead of taking everything I can.

Its hard to change when it seems that nothing but pain is all that defines me.

Good at walking away, terrible at moving on.

So many nights I cried myself to sleep
Now that you love me, I love myself

Evanescence lyrics.

It's so hard that I try to bury it
Pretend that you didn't exist
So I can be strong
But I feel sick

- MADINA LAKE

You're like a car wreck on a highway.

Everyone knows what happened.
Everyones stops and stares.
But no one bothers to help out,
Because quite frankly, No one cares.

Ive never felt beautiful.
Just ugly, worthless, and used.

Reality isnt my friend.
Nor is light, or people, or life.

You're great at pointing fingers,
At everyone else but yourself.

Unconttrolled maddness is created from misunderstood traumas