Just A Beautiful Girl With A Horrible Mind.

That happiness feeling .. is starting to slidee again.

I want to tell you, vent, and get it off my chest. but itll ruin your night.

i wouldnt want to hear what i want to say.

And this feeling is the reason i took you out of my life in the first place ...

; i mean, you don't go from loser to hot btch over night without a little mental illness.

& thats what happens when you want someone to love you; you let them walk all over you.. </3

Cont.

"i'd rather watch you choke on the smoke from the flames until i know that only ashes remain.""

I know I shouldn't blame them, They didn't make me fall,
BUt they didn't try to catch me, They didn't help at all..

I think one of the hardest things in life to master, is being truly happy for someone who had hurt you..

If you thought bad experiences hurt, just wait until the memories come flooding back.