You've changed into someone you used to hate; i don't want to know "you" anymore.

to vanessa.

Sometimes You Gotta Get F'ucked Up To Feel Sober..
Cry To See Clear
And Fall One Hundred Times To Learn How To Pick Yourself Back Up

xo.

I used to watch movies,
With happy families,
Knowing that know matter how much I wanted it,
That would NEVER be me.

I Wish I Was Little Again.
I Want To Be Cuddled,
I Want To Be Loved,
And Yet I Don't.
I Just Don't Know How To React.

Forgive
And Forget.
It Won't Change The Past;
But It'll Make Your Future Better.

All The Anger In The World Won't Bring Back Those Days That I Spent Hating You.

Don't Look At What
You Had, Look At
What You Have`.
xo.

To My Parents;

You've Made Me Feel Cheated Of My Childhood.

If You Don't Understand Me,
Just Love Me.

I Knew You Were Going To Hurt Me;
I Just Didn't Know How To Trust Myself.
xo.