Its So Hard Not To [Hate] You
When Youve Hurt Me So Much.

xx

I .hAtE. not having his .UnDiViDed. attention anymore

:(

Every time I was pushed away from you, I wasnt afraid.
Because it was like playing on a swing.
Id push away, only to be drawn back to you twice as fast.

I knew you were in control of [How Far] you pushed me.

I know that Ive seen enough,
To know that Ive seen too much.

Im in your arms,
But shes on your mind..
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"Because trust was never something they had to earn,
It was just something that he could "use against her".

From my poem
"Black and White."

Im Just An Ordinary Girl
That Does Amazing Things With Fake Tan, Mascara and Push Up Bras.

Everyone looks as I wander down the street
Everyones interested, But no body cares,
Because when Im infront of them I exist
but the moment I walk away I was never there.,,

??.

Because Im just another throw away kid,
Somebody who was never there to the world,
But what they won't ever realise
Is that once upon a time I was somebodys baby girl

The girl in the photo with the fairy dress on,
But now its just a memory, That child is long gone.
Because it was just a scene to make people believe,
That once upon a time, My parents loved me.