I dont want to be your whole world,
Just a part of it.

A good day to me is when No one asks "Whats Wrong?".

I dont WANT to die...

I just dont CARE if I do...

Hyped On Medication, So Much For Relaxation.
Listening To All The Sounds, Trying To Drown Them Out.
No ones listening, Because no one cares, No ones listening, Is anyone there?

Just A Beautiful Girl With A Horrible Mind.

Im Not Afraid to Stand Out, Im Just Afraid I Wont Fit In.

I want to say "I chose you... You are the boy that will make me happy, that will stop me from killing myself.." But its just not thay easy, is it.

Hes not a lover, hes my bestfriend.
He means more to me that a thousand lovers would.

I wish I had someone to go through this with.
Instead of everyone just watching me fall.

I understand that when people look at me they dont see a bundle of joy, But they dont see a girl who has lost it all and has ruler length gashes up here arm either.