I'm broken beyond repair, but still i wait for you to fix me

Life isn't fair, but everything in life is fair game

I don't smile because someone might be in love with it,
I smile because there are weirdos in love with my frown.

Their smiles are too bright to be real
their eyes too caring even to notice
spotless in their distress
lying in their voice
i can see it all

I'm not with stupid. We broke up.

Everyday my mind howled for release from the thoughts that gripped it.

I always danced to the rhythem of my footsteps,
but i never seemed to find the beat.

How funny.
As long as i can remember, i haven't cried for sadness.
I've cried out of anger and frustration.
Interesting.

Breathless sobs are all i know
wordless sadness is all i feel

All the pieces fall to the floor
All the pieces shatter into more