When I hear your name
My heart begins to beat faster and faster...

With each new love
I am taught so much...

Countless nights I've cried silently into my...
Wishing with each tear that leaves...

I haven't been happy in a long while
But in all honesty I don't know how to change it...

As the lids of your eyes begin to close
and your inner thoughts take over...

I feel as thought I am living
A life I wish not to live...

Sitting in the remains
Of my shattered romantic illusions...

My face will blur with time
But those quick breaths...

I feel like I've spent a life time building
Building and rebuilding my world around you...

Ive had my shot and I blew it
Now its her turn...

This disease living inside of me
Continues to grow with no cure...

The day she became yours
Was the day I realized...