Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore

I said I would forget you a million times before...but this time I mean it for good.

I saw you for the first time in months. the way that you smile it made the buterflys come back. the way you called my name it made my heart skip a beat once again. too bad those feelings dont affect me anymore.

Do u no how much bs u put me thro. I stayed wid u throu think n thin n this is how you repay me. cheating on me. being with her. Ingoring me makin me feel like crp. What did I do to deseve this. Huh?

I saw him for the first time in months.
At the party. I promised I wouldn't talk to him. He walked over to me. I walked away from him. I supppse I did the right thing?

I KNOW I HAVENT KNOW YOU FOR A LONG TIME BUT EVERYTIME I C U MY HEART SKIPS A BEAT. THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME MAKES BUTTERFLYS FLUTTER IN MY STOMACH. I LOVE THE FACT THAT I LOVE YOU.

I just want YOU.
YOU to prove to me your not the SAME.
as EVRY other GUY.

I know I said I don't love him anymore.
The truth is I do.
I know I lied to yu all.
But I knw he wnt love me.
There is no chance.
He loves her.

The way yu laugh
the way yu said my name
the way yu talked
the way yu smile
the way yu walked

it was that
it all got to me.
now its all gone.

I loved yu with fire red now it's turning blue