I can’t blame you because I allowed it.. I allowed you to betray me, neglect me, walk all over me.

That once butterfly feeling has now burned to ashes. You are no longer a feeling that I miss nor want.

Beating myself up because you said I was never enough. I’ve finally found the courage and strength to see the truth, and honestly, I was doing way too much to get your attention. You are not worth it. You don’t deserve me.

I pick you up when you down, while you let me drown. You belittle me and treat me like a clown.

I smile on the thoughts of disappearing from you.... The thought and the feeling of just being FREE!