It's like it's never enough
like I'm falling apart,
you just keep pulling the strings
of my heart..

Lalala I'm so ready to die,
I'm so bloody ready to make you cry

Tomorrow it'll be okay,
tomorrow will be a new and more clear day..

This dirty satisfaction, this dying night,
feels so warm, so neat and right
but I know it's not and it wont last,
I hope it doesnt pass too fast..

I know it was a long time ago,
but the pain.. it still has an echo

No point in trying to be strong, cause you've been gone just too long

I want sadness I want pain
I want to tear myself up with no real gain

.. So in the end it's pretty much true, I'm head over heel's in love with you.

My biggest fantasy..
would have to be,
lying in your bed, with you torturing me,
show me pain and show me life
take this grief, and take this knife..

Society screaming who,
family always rejecting you,
daddys baby girl is falling apart,
oh god where do I start?