I really do love you for reasons i no longer know

Just as i thought to get over you
something told me not to
and for some reason i listen to it
what a mistake.

There i finally got my answer
you love me too
so why am i so scared now

I'm scared cause i finally got what i always wanted and that never happens so i should be happy right?

You were the first person that ever gave me butterflies
so how in the world am i supposed to forget you

Ima miss you so much that i cant let anyone know cause I'm not supposed to love you anymore and i don't want them to no I'm dying inside

I never thought it would be so hard to pretend everything's ok when its not

Its the right thing to do
even if it does hurt

We all have to find something to live for
i just never expected it to be you

Ima pretend to need you
just as you pretended to care about me