It always comes back and hits me in the face
and i still act shocked when it happens
so maybe I'm not over him

People ask how can you tell yourself its going to be ok when in reality its not
Well I believe everyone Else's lies y not my own.

Take my heart and keep it
i mean its going to be yours the rest of my life anyway.

To angry to hit
to sad to cry
to much pain in general
wish i never had to say goodbye

Ima pretend to need you
just as you pretended to care about me

We all have to find something to live for
i just never expected it to be you

Its the right thing to do
even if it does hurt

I never thought it would be so hard to pretend everything's ok when its not

Ima miss you so much that i cant let anyone know cause I'm not supposed to love you anymore and i don't want them to no I'm dying inside

You were the first person that ever gave me butterflies
so how in the world am i supposed to forget you