We know its forbidden,
But we can't help the way we feel...

I prepared myself for heartbreak,
I prepared myself for pain...

Will you leave me?
Leave me to cry...

I lay awake thinking about how I'll never have...
I lay awake thinking about what to do...

What I wouldn't give,
To feel something; To live...

How many times will I go through this?
How many times will I try but miss...

She cuts her arms,
She really doesn't see the harm...