I finally got over T. L. M. Feb. 25, 2008. Finally!!!

You're not worth my time, or my thoughts. I'm done doing this, whatever "this" is. so for the final time "GOOD-BYE"!!!

I finally got over L. T. J. today, Feb. 16, 2008. Finally!!!

Do u see the tears in my eyes because of u?
Of course u don't, because you don't care to see them, or anything else bad u've done to me.

Look at me, Lie to me.
I'm used to it.

I've tried so hard to make this relationship work, so why are you trying so hard to get out of it?

Look at me! Do u really think i'm happy? Do u really think that this is what I want. If u do, maybe u don't know me az well az I thought u did.

"You're fight for someone who has stopped fighting!!!"

Everyone asks me what I want. What I want in life, What i want for my future. I never answer. The only thing I want is something I can never get. My unborn child BACK!!!

In his eyes I saw so much hurt and pain. All I ever wanted to do, was take his pain away. I ever knew he would give that pain plus more, to me as a thank you.