My biggest fear is that I'll always be this way,
I'll never be able to change, everyday I'll find...

I wish i could cutt off every part of me that's...
[sorry kinda hate-filled i would never actually...

Don't ask me why i chose the blade, don't ask me...
[ how i felt when i was forced to see a therapist...

I know this is not smart, i know this is not...

Mommy don't say you love me those stinging words...
mommy don't denie how i got these bruises, don't...

Daddy the night u left u taught me how to write...
true story: why do some dad's not realize that...

In the next room a monster lies, with the razor i...
not done...

Your voice in my head like a brocken record...
another poem to my mom...

Hatred for us needs to cease, what did we ever do...

Sadness drowns out my concise
my need overpowers my want...

Blackness
death to my concise...

What am i supposed to do, am i supposed to forget...
to my awsome brother...