All that we had, is now just a mistake.

I try my hardest to stay away from you & to keep you off my mind.
but it seems the harder i try, the more it doesn`t work.

Get out of my life
out of my way
i don't care what you do
i don't care what you say.

Sad isn't it?
no matter what you do or say to me
when you come running back to me
when you need me again
i'll be here waiting for you
& i'll take you back.

It's sad that some times,
moving on with the rest of your life
starts with goodbye.

Just because she comes off strong
doesn`t mean she didn`t fall asleep cying
& even tho she acts like nothings wrong
maybe, just maybe, she's really good at lying.

Judge me ; i'll prove you wrong.
tell me what to do ; i'll tell you off.
say i'm not worth it ; watch where i end up.
call me a biitch ; i'll show you one.
screw me over ; i'll do it twice as bad.
call me crazy ; but you really have no idea.

Half of me wants to be with him
& the other half wants to just get over him.

It's sad when people you know, become people you knew. When you can just walk right past someone that was once a big part of your life ; how you used to be able to talk for hours & now you can't look at them. Funny how things change.

I wanna forgive you and i wanna forget you.
- lauren conrad (L)